Why do I love Harry Potter....
Because it is a great escape.
That's all I have to say about that. I am not starting shit, it's how I feel and I WILL NOT justify or vaildate this to anyone. So don't ask me to. Don't expect me to. And I will not take this further than that. I love my friends and my friends know that. But I don't have the time, the energy or the want to hash and rehash this. I refuse to go around in circles. We have different opinions. My friends opinions (whether I like them or not) make them who they are. I don't like everything my friends do but I love them everyday regardless. And I am Not saying anyone doesn't. I am just expresssing my self and trying to make sense of my own emotions. So just bear with my ramblings here. Again I am not accusing anybody of anything (except the obvious) so just....whatever.
I intend to let this go. My feelings have not changed but I want to be bigger than this,whether I truly am bigger than this I don't know, But I am trying. I let my self get caught up in bullshit. I get carried away. That's me. If you don't like me I will be dissapointed but I will understand. I am not for the faint of heart...or for many others for that matter. I am hard to like. I know this. I have grown to be ok with it. I am sorry if I am a dissapointment to anyone, just as you can't be anyone but you, I can't be anyone but me. I don't want to be. Overall (except for a few petty physical parts) I like me. It took along time to like me. I can't go back to who I was before. I wont.
The End
And on a different note:
I said this journal was going friends only but I have changed my mind. This journal will now be the "interest" journal. I will post Harry Potter stuff, Dawson's Creek Stuff, frankie Stuff, etc.. That is all I use livejournal for anymore anyway.
I love you all. Good night.
That's all I have to say about that. I am not starting shit, it's how I feel and I WILL NOT justify or vaildate this to anyone. So don't ask me to. Don't expect me to. And I will not take this further than that. I love my friends and my friends know that. But I don't have the time, the energy or the want to hash and rehash this. I refuse to go around in circles. We have different opinions. My friends opinions (whether I like them or not) make them who they are. I don't like everything my friends do but I love them everyday regardless. And I am Not saying anyone doesn't. I am just expresssing my self and trying to make sense of my own emotions. So just bear with my ramblings here. Again I am not accusing anybody of anything (except the obvious) so just....whatever.
I intend to let this go. My feelings have not changed but I want to be bigger than this,whether I truly am bigger than this I don't know, But I am trying. I let my self get caught up in bullshit. I get carried away. That's me. If you don't like me I will be dissapointed but I will understand. I am not for the faint of heart...or for many others for that matter. I am hard to like. I know this. I have grown to be ok with it. I am sorry if I am a dissapointment to anyone, just as you can't be anyone but you, I can't be anyone but me. I don't want to be. Overall (except for a few petty physical parts) I like me. It took along time to like me. I can't go back to who I was before. I wont.
The End
And on a different note:
I said this journal was going friends only but I have changed my mind. This journal will now be the "interest" journal. I will post Harry Potter stuff, Dawson's Creek Stuff, frankie Stuff, etc.. That is all I use livejournal for anymore anyway.
I love you all. Good night.