Wow
Yeah it has been that long. I do not think I even know how to use this thing anymore. However somethingtells me I should start because if not my mind will drive me crazy.
Now much going on in the Life of Lindsey other than working a shit ton, having my heart feel empty, and oh I am going to Chicago next weekend that is fun right?? Really fun! Concert bitches!
So I just got done watching the corpse bride and it brought a few things to my attention. First yes love does suck and damn it I feel bad for Emily in that movie! However meh each to their own.
So today starts day one of that empty feeling. You know what I have done all day.. hung a blanket over my window to sheild out the sunlight that tries to enter my dark world, hooked up my DVD player, and watched some sappy fucking movies... why?!?
Let me ask you this... why does the ex always win? You meet someone and start to care for them so much and then BAM the ex comes back and then you are thrown on the backburner because old flames always win. In 3 of the movies since I woke up and wondered why am I still here, that I have watched 2 out of the 3 times, much like my current situation, the ex's come back and its so long to the ones that truly care for that person. Before they even get a fucking chance they are flat lined.
Life sucks. I am a chickenshit that never gets what she wants. I really dont know what to do so I am going to go crawl back into bed with some juice and watch another sappy movie to make me realise what it is that I will never have......... Elizabeth town here I come!!!
Now much going on in the Life of Lindsey other than working a shit ton, having my heart feel empty, and oh I am going to Chicago next weekend that is fun right?? Really fun! Concert bitches!
So I just got done watching the corpse bride and it brought a few things to my attention. First yes love does suck and damn it I feel bad for Emily in that movie! However meh each to their own.
So today starts day one of that empty feeling. You know what I have done all day.. hung a blanket over my window to sheild out the sunlight that tries to enter my dark world, hooked up my DVD player, and watched some sappy fucking movies... why?!?
Let me ask you this... why does the ex always win? You meet someone and start to care for them so much and then BAM the ex comes back and then you are thrown on the backburner because old flames always win. In 3 of the movies since I woke up and wondered why am I still here, that I have watched 2 out of the 3 times, much like my current situation, the ex's come back and its so long to the ones that truly care for that person. Before they even get a fucking chance they are flat lined.
Life sucks. I am a chickenshit that never gets what she wants. I really dont know what to do so I am going to go crawl back into bed with some juice and watch another sappy movie to make me realise what it is that I will never have......... Elizabeth town here I come!!!