I seriously give up.

[princessplaygrl]

So 3 days ago luke starts texting me for me not to be mad at him for new years cuz I apparently texted him. Whatever. He was telling me how he wants me and not just like the bootycalls like making me believe that this time he might even try. Well. I tried calling him last night and also tried repeated times today to get him to hang out with me and not one answer. Who am I to say im disappointed. I was disappointed like 3 years ago... now im just used to it but its still annoying. I need to take my own damn advice... stop letting him walk all over me and treat me like shit and just have nothing to do with him right?! I need to like change my phone number... delete his... not talk to anyone that remotely knows him and just be done with it. I know in the next week ill get some excuse about how his imaginary cat died and he couldnt call me because he was so sad and then his phone was dropped in a toilet or something.

I really prolly should just meet this guy that Amanda and Chris's neighbor Chris wants me to meet. Who the fuck did I even turn into? Guys never phased me before. This is bullshit!!