And so it is just as you said it would be...
Last night i was looking at the whole live journal thing looking at everything that i have done with friends and all and its amazing how one person can change so much with in one year and truth be told i think that this might have been my best year yet. Funny how i have changed so much yet i am bringing in the new year like i always have at home. I miss my friends and i was talking to laura and four hours to drive up just to comeback the next morning just dosent work out well and it means alot to my mom and dad that i get to hang out with them God's hand is in it as i was told by Christel earler.
Any Who back to this year, I mean it didnt take off on the best foot but the more the year went on the better it got like when Amanda moved in that was an amazing blessing i think that i had learned alot from her Her Beauty and Confidance i feel effected me and i have faith in myself more then ever before. My late night talks with Chels where i would cry or rant made me realize that she is the only good thing that came out of my highschool experance. And my road trips with Christel talking for 3-4 hours stright and sox games and her and liz's never giving up on me played alot in my life this semester too. And my Alpha Delta kids well words cant even come close to expressing that.
I never thought that my life would be like this i never thought that i was worthy of being this happy and i have found out this year that i am and it hit me in church this night everyday i become the woman that God wants me to be and that change is going on every day.
Nights with my bucket and my birthday week laughing so much that i cried loveing so much that my heart might burst and there were the moments when my heart broke but it always seemed like my firends were there to pick me up.And learning what it means to be beautiful from the inside out like at formal.... that in some aspects was a life changing night for me. Even if it ment pulling weeds on my birthday. I made mistakes and i learned and i wont do them anymore...
Then came this past semester David girls are one of a kind and i wouldnt change my last year to live with anyone else i love you girls oh so much... Here is to 2007 and it can only get better from here
<3
Any Who back to this year, I mean it didnt take off on the best foot but the more the year went on the better it got like when Amanda moved in that was an amazing blessing i think that i had learned alot from her Her Beauty and Confidance i feel effected me and i have faith in myself more then ever before. My late night talks with Chels where i would cry or rant made me realize that she is the only good thing that came out of my highschool experance. And my road trips with Christel talking for 3-4 hours stright and sox games and her and liz's never giving up on me played alot in my life this semester too. And my Alpha Delta kids well words cant even come close to expressing that.
I never thought that my life would be like this i never thought that i was worthy of being this happy and i have found out this year that i am and it hit me in church this night everyday i become the woman that God wants me to be and that change is going on every day.
Nights with my bucket and my birthday week laughing so much that i cried loveing so much that my heart might burst and there were the moments when my heart broke but it always seemed like my firends were there to pick me up.And learning what it means to be beautiful from the inside out like at formal.... that in some aspects was a life changing night for me. Even if it ment pulling weeds on my birthday. I made mistakes and i learned and i wont do them anymore...
Then came this past semester David girls are one of a kind and i wouldnt change my last year to live with anyone else i love you girls oh so much... Here is to 2007 and it can only get better from here
<3