i feel like a lil emo girl....

[princesspeciald]

seeing as i have my emo glasses on and all. I wonder about alot of things in this life of mine, and i would have to say that looking foward to what is still yet to come, finding a real job getting an apertment, passion for life, work, love, backpacking, europe maybe being an aunt some time.. its kind of amazing how one day you are this little girl so pure hearted and full of life and discovery and then its kind of like you blink and your getting ready to start your senior year off college you can go get a beer with your friends (and yes i like beer) and in a few short months you could be living in a flat and there only a few people that you could know it that city, wanting to get a job that helps people, The scary part is that  it seems to be going so well it almost seems like a movie, there will come sad part where the girl get jaded but then she comes to know that she was better all along ( Lord knows that happned with every guy iv ever been intrested in .. i should work on that)

heres some yellowcard :: Big Apple Heart Break::

One night with me and I've broken your trust
I hate to be the bond you know is gonna bust
Hurting lungs from breathing sighs of disgust
This can't be home anymore
This can't be home anymore

Now cold concrete blank walls are
Staring into your lonely eyes
I duck behind them and hope that you won't go
And ask for answers to why I made you cry

I never wanted us to fade out
Resting on a love that fell apart
Where are you, I need you
You still have my heart
Still have my heart

I never wanted us to fade out (fade out)
Resting on a love that fell apart (torn apart)
Where are you, I need you
You still have my heart
Still have my heart