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Nov 21, 2005 11:36

Hallelujia I am done with classes, well until Monday anyway. I need this time off. I'm just fed up with that place. No, I don't hate it, but I don't love it either. I want to get into Pharmacy school more than anything. You don't understand how much it means to me. I will get in. I'm like a vulture. If one person slips and falls, I'm taking right over their place. That seat is MINE!

Lauren asked me in Bio today how my love life is. I responded with, "I could be happier, but it's okay." I love him. I do. He makes me smile, but he makes me cry sometimes. Then again, all boys do. I know he's crazy about me, but I never wanted the honeymoon period to end. No, I am not asking for heaven all the time, just once in a while. I love it when he says "I have always loved you." I love that he's not afraid to be himself with me, eventho it's a goofy self sometimes. I love the way he looks at me when I'm talking to him, even when I'm complaining about school or work. He's listening. I guess I don't dserve to be treated so well. I shouldn't take advantage of it, but I do, and I know it makes him angry. I hate it whe one of my friends gets in a new relationship. They tell me how great it is and all the sweet things they say. We used to be like that. I could be happier. No, I am happy. I'm happy we're together, even without heaven.

Well, I'm gonna go. I'm baking brownies. Yum!
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