Oh, and about him...
Gary, the great guy I have met online and I talked for over two hours tonight. I am so glad I met him. I was becoming quite cynical when it comes to matters of the heart. It's so refreshing to meet someone else who wants a marriage and kids and a house with a yard and a dog. a true lasting love and committed relatioship. I am so excited and would be lying if I said that I don't think this has potential. But let's not get ahead of ourselves. His views on what he brings to a relationship are amazing. What he wants (from his blog):
Hopeful Romantic Blabbering
I want to be the one you share your life with.
I want to be the one you wake up to every morning.
I want to be the one you walk down the isle with and say “I Do”.
I want to be the one that fills your life with laughter.
I want to be the one that is there for you when you need comforted.
I want to be the one who can show you love in all its splendid form.
I want to be the one who is there when you need a shoulder to cry on.
I want to be the one who cuddles with you while watching a movie.
I want to be the one you tell your secrets to.
I want to be the one you admire, love, and respect.
I want to be your equal.
I want to be your mate.
I want to be everything you have longed for in this life.
I want you to be the one I can tell everything too.
I want to watch you sleep in all your beauty.
I want to give you my all.
I want to pamper you the way only a lover could.
I want to be the one you think of throughout the day.
I want you to be the one that never leaves my thoughts.
I want to hold your hand to feel that connection.
I want to gaze into your eyes and see tomorrow.
I want the laughter, the tears, and the memories.
I want…..someone to say all these things to…….
So I have been waxing very romantic lately. Thinking of all the things that may be. But I must try and not be like one of my friends who I recently chided for trying to scoop up her potential Prince Charming and squeezing him until his eyes popped out. The song I'm listening to says it all.
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
but I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with...
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?
I hope.
.
Hopeful Romantic Blabbering
I want to be the one you share your life with.
I want to be the one you wake up to every morning.
I want to be the one you walk down the isle with and say “I Do”.
I want to be the one that fills your life with laughter.
I want to be the one that is there for you when you need comforted.
I want to be the one who can show you love in all its splendid form.
I want to be the one who is there when you need a shoulder to cry on.
I want to be the one who cuddles with you while watching a movie.
I want to be the one you tell your secrets to.
I want to be the one you admire, love, and respect.
I want to be your equal.
I want to be your mate.
I want to be everything you have longed for in this life.
I want you to be the one I can tell everything too.
I want to watch you sleep in all your beauty.
I want to give you my all.
I want to pamper you the way only a lover could.
I want to be the one you think of throughout the day.
I want you to be the one that never leaves my thoughts.
I want to hold your hand to feel that connection.
I want to gaze into your eyes and see tomorrow.
I want the laughter, the tears, and the memories.
I want…..someone to say all these things to…….
So I have been waxing very romantic lately. Thinking of all the things that may be. But I must try and not be like one of my friends who I recently chided for trying to scoop up her potential Prince Charming and squeezing him until his eyes popped out. The song I'm listening to says it all.
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
but I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with...
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?
I hope.
.