Guess who's back....
What to say...
As an update to all who already know me or those who don't..
I'm 23 living in Dallas in an amazing hi-rise loft downtown but not living the artists dream as I had previously planned my life in Dallas to be but still all is wonderful. I have grown in so many ways since I left the small town I grew up in but now realize all I ran from there was really just myself and my insecurities so here is my life plan as I see it now..
which is the better path... medium fish in a medium pond with more likelihood of advancement in all the things I seek or minnow in the ocean where only a few other minnows even realize you exist...what I'm saying is I'm going home.....yes for those who know me I am going home... moving back to grayson county and picking up where I left off...
keep your eyes open because the posting is about to get heavy...
I'm not even sure where to begin because it has been so long...
I am still working as a stylist in uptown..I have however bought a house in sherman near the hospital so in a month I'm moving back..For a while I will commute...until i figure out exactly what i want to do..
Me and Tiffany broke up almost a year ago and I found the true love of my life.. I have never felt so empowered, supported, or loved before in all my life. Everything I thought I couldn't do or have she has made me realize was just my fear of it being what I wanted instead of what everyone else wants from me all the time.
I am actually going to go back to school in the spring for theatre and education on my terms so I can devote the time it takes to get all i can out of it. Plus Haley also agreed that me working a summer stock theatre gig away might be a good learning and career minded move.. so for the first time i might be going away for the summer..
But the most exciting part is...I am going to London AND Paris over the new years holiday something i never thought i would really do. Haley and I planned it for our one year anniversary.
I have started painting again and in a few months will start looking for galleries to host my art even thought last time they asked me and I was told by others my work wouldn't sell.
I had a revelation a few weeks back.. a client and i were talking about art and i told him i painted which i haven't done since i moved to dallas.. he commissioned me to do the largest piece i have ever done and i love it.. i had forgotten what a life that is to be covered in paint and opening great personal expression to the world.
So long story shortened... Haley and I are moving back.. she loves the country up there and has found a job she loves working with my dad.. her best friend will also be moving with us he is going to stay with us a while, while he get started back in cosmetology school up there, gets a job and finds him a place of his own.
All in all i think this might be a wonderful life...
As an update to all who already know me or those who don't..
I'm 23 living in Dallas in an amazing hi-rise loft downtown but not living the artists dream as I had previously planned my life in Dallas to be but still all is wonderful. I have grown in so many ways since I left the small town I grew up in but now realize all I ran from there was really just myself and my insecurities so here is my life plan as I see it now..
which is the better path... medium fish in a medium pond with more likelihood of advancement in all the things I seek or minnow in the ocean where only a few other minnows even realize you exist...what I'm saying is I'm going home.....yes for those who know me I am going home... moving back to grayson county and picking up where I left off...
keep your eyes open because the posting is about to get heavy...
I'm not even sure where to begin because it has been so long...
I am still working as a stylist in uptown..I have however bought a house in sherman near the hospital so in a month I'm moving back..For a while I will commute...until i figure out exactly what i want to do..
Me and Tiffany broke up almost a year ago and I found the true love of my life.. I have never felt so empowered, supported, or loved before in all my life. Everything I thought I couldn't do or have she has made me realize was just my fear of it being what I wanted instead of what everyone else wants from me all the time.
I am actually going to go back to school in the spring for theatre and education on my terms so I can devote the time it takes to get all i can out of it. Plus Haley also agreed that me working a summer stock theatre gig away might be a good learning and career minded move.. so for the first time i might be going away for the summer..
But the most exciting part is...I am going to London AND Paris over the new years holiday something i never thought i would really do. Haley and I planned it for our one year anniversary.
I have started painting again and in a few months will start looking for galleries to host my art even thought last time they asked me and I was told by others my work wouldn't sell.
I had a revelation a few weeks back.. a client and i were talking about art and i told him i painted which i haven't done since i moved to dallas.. he commissioned me to do the largest piece i have ever done and i love it.. i had forgotten what a life that is to be covered in paint and opening great personal expression to the world.
So long story shortened... Haley and I are moving back.. she loves the country up there and has found a job she loves working with my dad.. her best friend will also be moving with us he is going to stay with us a while, while he get started back in cosmetology school up there, gets a job and finds him a place of his own.
All in all i think this might be a wonderful life...