Happy Valentine's day before
I came home sick. I left school at 11:00, cuz I couldn't breath.
I couldn't breath. It was like being suffocated, but I was just standing there with no one around. And I couldn't breath... I was so afraid. I get the feeling that this is from Josh. He is wiccan, and he has told me what he has done to people before.
He's pissed at me. He can't stand that we're apart, and that I'm beginning to move on. It hurts him deep down somewhere, because no matter what he may say, he does have feelings, and he can be hurt. I told Chrystal about last night, going to that party, and making out with that kid Nick (I don't feel like getting into that now) and she told Laura, right in front of Josh.
I felt this sudden flash of pain, and I looked at him. He looked like someone had just punched him in the stomach. He met my eyes, and I couldn't hold his gaze, because it hurt. He's hurting badly, but he isn't going to admit it.
He can't stand the fact that I can be happy without him, yet he's miserable without me.
And I'm so scared, because he can hurt me more than anyone.
I couldn't breath. It was like being suffocated, but I was just standing there with no one around. And I couldn't breath... I was so afraid. I get the feeling that this is from Josh. He is wiccan, and he has told me what he has done to people before.
He's pissed at me. He can't stand that we're apart, and that I'm beginning to move on. It hurts him deep down somewhere, because no matter what he may say, he does have feelings, and he can be hurt. I told Chrystal about last night, going to that party, and making out with that kid Nick (I don't feel like getting into that now) and she told Laura, right in front of Josh.
I felt this sudden flash of pain, and I looked at him. He looked like someone had just punched him in the stomach. He met my eyes, and I couldn't hold his gaze, because it hurt. He's hurting badly, but he isn't going to admit it.
He can't stand the fact that I can be happy without him, yet he's miserable without me.
And I'm so scared, because he can hurt me more than anyone.