things are begining to look up
hey you have nothing to be scared about there is nothing that i would do to myself or anyone around me. that you have to believe the worst thing that i
would do is punch a wall. so you don't have to worry about me. the thing that was bothering me today is the fact that it seemed like it didn't bother you that we had broken up? Why i was terrified that you were going to hate me and tell everyone that i treated you like shit and that there was so much better out there. but i guess the thing that pissed me off the most was the
fact the you were all over ray and you were dineing it and when i came back you were different like you didn't really want to go out with me but you
were scared to hurt me and that killed me.i guess that is all i know that i shouldn't be worried about this but i think that you just rippeed out my
heart and let me step on it. like you where waiting for me to dump you and then you were just going to move on lke it had never happened. i do have
feelings for you but i think that we are too different to make them work and i think that you and i had alot of problems that we didn't discuse with each other that may have made the relationship last but as i said it didn't seem like that was possible but i gotta go i'll talk to you later if you would like just let me know ok.
love always,
joshua
would do is punch a wall. so you don't have to worry about me. the thing that was bothering me today is the fact that it seemed like it didn't bother you that we had broken up? Why i was terrified that you were going to hate me and tell everyone that i treated you like shit and that there was so much better out there. but i guess the thing that pissed me off the most was the
fact the you were all over ray and you were dineing it and when i came back you were different like you didn't really want to go out with me but you
were scared to hurt me and that killed me.i guess that is all i know that i shouldn't be worried about this but i think that you just rippeed out my
heart and let me step on it. like you where waiting for me to dump you and then you were just going to move on lke it had never happened. i do have
feelings for you but i think that we are too different to make them work and i think that you and i had alot of problems that we didn't discuse with each other that may have made the relationship last but as i said it didn't seem like that was possible but i gotta go i'll talk to you later if you would like just let me know ok.
love always,
joshua