Me and LJ are having issues...Among other things
So, I know it's been awhile since I posted last, but everytime I sit here and pour out all my thoughts it tells me that LJ is in read mode only, and I can't retrieve what I just wrote. LJ's been actin like a punk ass chump here lately!
In Other News....
I think I'm taking 5 steps back with this whole boyfriend scenario. I love him and he loves me (so he says), but once again I think I'm looking for something...I don't know, more serious, I guess. And, I'm not too sure how this distance is going to work either...GRRRRRR!!
But, y'all I do love him. The funny thing is that for the first time, I am afraid that I am taking things too seriously. I just wish I knew what to do!
When it come to guys, I like to know that I have their attention, and especially with this one, cause he's a flirt. And, it's little things that are beginning to bug the hell out of me. Example: I call him every night before I go to lay down. Y'all know and he knows that I stay up late, but does he call me? NO! And, he tell "little white lies", because he doesn't want me to get mad (Like when he went to his friend's house, and the friend wasn't there so he was there alone for 8 hours with the sister, but he tells me that I didn't hear a girl's voice whispering in the background, that it was the radio.) How stupid does he think I am?!?! I am so confused, and it's taking everything in me not to curse him out.
I just don't know anymore....All I know is that I am honestly in love with him.
More details as they arise...
~Renecia Whitney
In Other News....
I think I'm taking 5 steps back with this whole boyfriend scenario. I love him and he loves me (so he says), but once again I think I'm looking for something...I don't know, more serious, I guess. And, I'm not too sure how this distance is going to work either...GRRRRRR!!
But, y'all I do love him. The funny thing is that for the first time, I am afraid that I am taking things too seriously. I just wish I knew what to do!
When it come to guys, I like to know that I have their attention, and especially with this one, cause he's a flirt. And, it's little things that are beginning to bug the hell out of me. Example: I call him every night before I go to lay down. Y'all know and he knows that I stay up late, but does he call me? NO! And, he tell "little white lies", because he doesn't want me to get mad (Like when he went to his friend's house, and the friend wasn't there so he was there alone for 8 hours with the sister, but he tells me that I didn't hear a girl's voice whispering in the background, that it was the radio.) How stupid does he think I am?!?! I am so confused, and it's taking everything in me not to curse him out.
I just don't know anymore....All I know is that I am honestly in love with him.
More details as they arise...
~Renecia Whitney