Stargazing...

Apr 05, 2006 02:26

Late at night when all the world is sleeping.
I stay up and think of you.
And I wish on a star,
That somewhere you are thinking of me too.

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me.

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I can't sleep...So, I retreat to my secret place. I bring my blanket, and sit under the stars, and enjoy the peaceful silence. Normally during these times, my mind is blank, and wanders aimlessly. During these times, I take the time to let my mind clear itself...But, tonight is different.

My mind is completely consumed. I try listening to music, but every song reminds me of you, of us. I turn the music off, to listen to the fountain, and the thunder in the distance. As I close my eyes, and feel the gentle breeze ...I hear your voice. I feels as if it comes in on the breeze and exits with the thunder's roar. I can hear your laugh...I can hear your words. Past conversations replay in my mind. As the ache of missing you begins to creep in my mind, I decide to open my eyes and attempt to think of something else. I begin to stargaze..even though the storm is rolling in, I can still see the stars shining brightly through the clouds. I look for constellations...begin to make my own objects out of the stars' design...and yet you enter my thoughts again. I remember we both share a facination with the stars...and how we're supposed to do this together one day. And, suddenly the ache, that ache that comes from missing you, has entered my heart. I realize that there is no escape...nowhere to hide...from my thoughts of you...I miss you. As much I tried to run from it, your memory, it finds me. There is no escape...You are a part of me...A part of my heart.

The lighting begins to flash...The thunder booms closer...The air smells of rain...I retreat to my room. I get into bed...and there you still are. I see your picture...Those eyes...Those lips...Everything. I smile...You love my smile. There is no escape...Wherever I am...There you are. I can still see the stars from my bed...I make my nightly wish...A wish for us. And, I wonder do you see the same stars? Am I on your mind like this? Do you wonder about me? Dream about me?

As sleep begins to settle in...I smile...I'll meet you in my dreams...

Corazón
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Cómo te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, cómo te extraño

Until next time...
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