"Stars shoot clear across the sky just like my time, waiting, wanting , feeling nothing"
The incommodiousness of last night was just beyond words…
So he actually wants to know how my days have been and everything is going fine until he says “I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about my relationships ” and he just let it rip all the while I’m just blown away as to WHY are you going to tell ME this!? You know very well how I felt feel about you, I poured my heart out to you something I vowed to never do for anyone! So I’m happy you can trust me enough to tell me instead of your best friend but THINK! You say you aren’t so fucked up to people well apparently you are so what is it;
A. You want to make me feel like shit and tear my heart out
B. Testing me to see how I react
C. Am I the person you’re thinking about …..?
Of course me being the caring person I just listened and gave you advice .We never put the idea of us to rest so hope still lingers in me…but for now I do want you to be happy with whoever you choose & yet that’s the problem who …you never gave me names but you said I do know them and well that can still include me because duah I know me lol but let’s leave me out of this …that leaves two people:
+ One who I would be okay with really I think it could work :]
+ But the other person she’s not bad yet ARGH are you fucking serious!
The array of feeling subsided and only serenity was left as we just talked like we always do. Even thought we were miles apart we both looked up at the star filled sky wrapped in the cold darkness of the night, stars the only witnesses to our distress. <-----*
PS: I think I found the words to the melody I came up with *