Sep 10, 2003 13:50
We went to playgroup this morning and saw Adamina and Deb. Such a great time!
After, I did some shopping and bought a new pair of black pants and five tops. I went to an outlet store in Allen. Billy slept in his sling the entire time. The things I purchased were on the trendy side, but not too juvenille looking. I'm tired of my cotton tee shirts and have all of these pants from my suits that fit, but needed new tops that looked good without the jacket--I used to wear the suits with just a shell. The girl kept showing me silks. I don't need silks and cannot fathom anything more impractical.
Tomorrow I'm going to visit my cousin. Some of my old friends are going to come by her house and it will be great to see them!
Bill really irritated me last night...he can be such a turd sometimes. He's such a control freak, and I am too, so we butt heads. We are both older siblings and very stubborn when it comes to getting our way. We try to compromise, but it's hard to compromise when it results in neither of us getting our way. I pick my battles wisely and let him make his mind up on things that are (in my opinion) small. Nothing major...we are very happy, but sometimes he just gets on my nerves. And it's even harder when Billy's around. I tend to be vocal when I argue (and even talk) because my voice is naturally not loud. BUT, I don't want Billy to be one of those kids that yells all the time. Bill's voice is loud and I feel that he talks over me and I'm not heard.
Anyway, I wish Bill was more calm and let me control more things within our relationship. He's like his mother and very bossy (towards me). His mom is that way towards his dad.