Apr 09, 2005 21:37
yea so i woke up today saying the first thing i was gonna do was update since last night was awesome but i didnt cuz i got busy being lazy. so finally here i am. last night me and tessa saw the newest mainstage at school called piece of my heart. its about all the nurses who served in the vietnam war and how they coped with it before and after the war. omg it was sooooo good. i swear to god i cried at least five separate times bc everytime kevin came out as the "american soldier" all i could think of was my dad who is a vietnam vet. air force bitches. he was a miltary policeman to be exact. anyway everyone was incredible especially my girl rowena. very very emotional time it was for everyone and when they showed the wall with all the soldiers names who lost their lives everyone just lost it. and they played piece of my heart by janis joplin which is the anthem to my life. so afterwards all i could think of was i gotta call my daddy. so i did and he had a really good convo and i told him i was gonna spend some of the summer with him at his house in the mountains which coincidentally becomes mine along with almost 2 1/2 acres of land after he dies. im not sure why he brought that up but death is a part of life so i guess u gotta face it sometime. then he told me how much he loved me and that he'd do anything for me which of course i already knew. and then the tears came. ill be a daddy's girl forever. so afterwards i called my mommy of course and we talked for a while. then tessa drew and i watched saved which reminds me of sanova's school to a certain extent cuz its all centered around jesus but alot of them are a bunch of hypocrites. sorry nova but u know its true lol.
i wanna go home. im ready to wear short shorts and tube tops and eat bojangles chicken and krispy creme donuts like theres no tomorrow. speaking of skimpy clothing and fattening foods, two separate ppl on two separate occasions have told me ive lost weight. u can pull down my pants without even unzipping them-i mean not that ive been doing that lately or anything. i guess im glad about it but my weight fluctuates on a regular basis anyway so people saying i look smaller doesnt surprise me anymore. i chalk it up to high metabolism cuz i eat like a man. i really wanna try that new burger king sandwich which supposedly is 730 calories. bring it on.
i wanna thank everybody who helped me stay sane during this crazy crazy time-dana tessa drew dj annamarie megan danielle and mike, who coincidentally just told me he met denzel washington cuz he's in a broadway show. damn whats a girl gotta do to meet and gorgeous black man in this fuckin town? anyway its times like these im glad ur my friends. sticking it to the man has never felt so good...
wow. i must really be doing something right. hey, if it makes u happy and it fufills that awkward need that u have deep down in that sad soul of yours be my guest.