Would You Know My Name If I Saw You In Heaven?
so today my friend josh's dad died. i knew he was sick, but i thought he was getting better. wow, and only few months after shemiah's mom died. that means theres gonna be one more. believe it or not, death always comes in threes. always. i remember when my brother died, this lady that went to my church died next and then this woman that lived down the street from me died. im really gonna miss him, cuz he was funny and a very nice man.
i had been thinking about my brother alot the past few weeks. i dunno it happens from time to time. i miss him alot. i just wish he wouldve lived long enough to see me now, cuz im a totally different person than when i was 14. i want him to see the grown up independent me. and now all i wanna do is remember the last thing i said to him and i cant and i feel like such horrible person because of it. and i know i shouldnt feel bad but a little tiny part of me does. but i know for a fact that hes my guardian angel and he watches over me. i love u solomon...
i miss home. and just not home like my house, but winston as a whole. i miss the people, especially my salem girls. i cant wait till spring break. my mommy said shes gonna take off work for my b-day so we can have the entire day together. i have the most awesome mom ever. hands down. dont try to play me like u didnt know cuz i will fight ur ass...hahaha that was prob uncalled for but i dont care lol.
i love it when people do stupid shit and think im supposed to care. but thats impossible cuz my maturity level allows me to not...life goes on
i had been thinking about my brother alot the past few weeks. i dunno it happens from time to time. i miss him alot. i just wish he wouldve lived long enough to see me now, cuz im a totally different person than when i was 14. i want him to see the grown up independent me. and now all i wanna do is remember the last thing i said to him and i cant and i feel like such horrible person because of it. and i know i shouldnt feel bad but a little tiny part of me does. but i know for a fact that hes my guardian angel and he watches over me. i love u solomon...
i miss home. and just not home like my house, but winston as a whole. i miss the people, especially my salem girls. i cant wait till spring break. my mommy said shes gonna take off work for my b-day so we can have the entire day together. i have the most awesome mom ever. hands down. dont try to play me like u didnt know cuz i will fight ur ass...hahaha that was prob uncalled for but i dont care lol.
i love it when people do stupid shit and think im supposed to care. but thats impossible cuz my maturity level allows me to not...life goes on