dear nathan,
i just got back from the drive in. me and bowz are laying down for bed. you would of liked it. i dont know if you would of liked the movies we saw, but the whole energy and atmosphere of the whole thing was really good. it was a nice little get away.
the city and bathrooms at the drivein looked like total rapeville though. i had an odd panic attack during the time getting ready to leave. i think it may have been the worst ive ever had. i dismissed it as a panic attack at first because of how bad it was. i thought i was dying, forrealz. i made really good grilled wraps for dinner, using cast iron, grill marked pans. they had roasted red pepper hummus, spinach leaves, sauteed onions & mushrooms, italian blend cheeses, fresh roasted red pepper, chicken and feta cheese. me and nick had a nice little chat tonight. hes good people. you two are lucky to have each other. kind of disappointed in myself for not making a point to reach out to him before this. i miss you terribly. and am looking forward to when i can see your face again.
love you, manda.
the city and bathrooms at the drivein looked like total rapeville though. i had an odd panic attack during the time getting ready to leave. i think it may have been the worst ive ever had. i dismissed it as a panic attack at first because of how bad it was. i thought i was dying, forrealz. i made really good grilled wraps for dinner, using cast iron, grill marked pans. they had roasted red pepper hummus, spinach leaves, sauteed onions & mushrooms, italian blend cheeses, fresh roasted red pepper, chicken and feta cheese. me and nick had a nice little chat tonight. hes good people. you two are lucky to have each other. kind of disappointed in myself for not making a point to reach out to him before this. i miss you terribly. and am looking forward to when i can see your face again.
love you, manda.