So
So today I felt angry, really really angry, like the anger I used to feel towards Trevor. I had no reason to be angry, I mean not that angry anyway. I am just so sick of not being able to relax at all. If it is not one thing in my life if is another. Like today, I woke up sicker than anything so I called into work, which was no problem, but I had a test to study for. So I went back to bed so I could rest and feel a little better before studying then my mom calls. Well she was watching Gavin last night because I was supposed to work early well since I didn't she just happened to drive by my house and see I was home. Now its like 9 am in the morning and I get a call from her. Immediately she puts on the attitude " Why didn't you go to work? Well I NEED you here by three". Now This makes me angry because If I had gone to work then I would not have gotten off until 730pm and what would she have done then? This woman insists on being my baby sitter but only wants to baby sit at her convenience. Now some of you will say, but Jen you don't pay her and blah blah blah, well you are wrong, I do pay her, ever since she started throwing a fit about giving up her day job to take care of Gavin while I go to school. I was like woman look you offered to do it, I wanted to find a day care but you said no. So now I pay her. But anyway I just wanted to rant, now back to studying.