It's been awhile
I was told by timmy that I need to update this thing more lol. Which is true I really need to. Well I passed all my classes including Chem. I am now about to start my last semester of the Vet Tech program. It's really scary I didn't think the time would have gone by this fast. Christmas and New Years were fun I saw alot of Tim this break which I believe was really good for our relationship. Once school starts I will not be able to see him as much because of my internship and of course my classes. He is really a great guy, we had some problems but we have managed to work through them and I don't think I could imagine my life without him. He is the total opposite of Jered. He is kind, caring, good looking, Tall, strong, and I actually believe that he loves me when he says it. Speaking of Tim his friend Matt is over in Iraq and today Tim and his friend Kyle received a message from him saying that he was on his way to a hospital in Germany because a flare blew up in his hand and burned a whole through it! So I prey for him and his girlfriend Eva who is a very nice girl that everything goes ok with the surgeries and that Matt is on his way home soon. I cannot even imagine having someone over there and constantly worrying about them. I am a very lucky girl because I do not know anyone over there and I don't have the extra worry and fear. Anyway on a lighter note I got my hair cut again which it kinda looks the same but has some major changes and everyone loves it this way including myself :) I am actually starting to think that I am attractive. Those who do not know me very well I have major confidence issues about my looks. They started to get better until Jered broke up with me and it was like a total 180 for me because it made me feel like everything I accomplished was still not good enough. And I felt that I truly was ugly. Anyway I am starting to see why Tim likes to look at me so much :) Well that's about it I love all my friends and I love you Timmy!