Everyday it gets worse...
It's not that I want to die.
It's that I fucking don't want to exist anymore.
I've become so... sensitive, yet so... dead.
Happiness just depresses me even more.
Sometimes I think I don't want to go on. but most of the time... I KNOW I can't go on.
No matter how many times I've been depressed,
I've never hurt like this before.
I'm losing all will to stay in this life.
It's that I fucking don't want to exist anymore.
I've become so... sensitive, yet so... dead.
Happiness just depresses me even more.
Sometimes I think I don't want to go on. but most of the time... I KNOW I can't go on.
No matter how many times I've been depressed,
I've never hurt like this before.
I'm losing all will to stay in this life.