Tell me what to believe...

[princessmermaid]

It's getting so old.
I hate every second of this.

I can only blame it on myself.
I'm sorry for doing this.
But...
I can't go on anymore.
I can't find behind my "happy face".
Everything hurts.
Everything is all wrong.

I only want one thing.
And it's stopping me from living.

I can't do this anymore.
I can't go on.
I'm sorry.

Comments

hey it's Wes

[anonymous]

Annie, your making me worry about ya heh. Things in life just get hard sometimes... like personally I've gone through three almost relationships with people here at college and been shot down everytime and I never really get a reason, most of them have been because they've been interested in someone else and were just playing with me making me think they were interested. But whateve people are mean sometimes but not everyone is. I know you're a bit upset about making other people sad but well... it has to be that way sometimes, people can't always be happy with each other forever, it can't happen like that... as much as everyone wishes it could heh. But just live for yourself, if it gets to the point where you're loosing your own happiness to keep someone else happy it's probably not worth it. Anyway, I haven't had a lot of serious talks with you, but I have had a few and you're usually pretty well together, so don't let that change. So what is that one thing you want anyway? :P If I don't hear from ya soon I'll call you alright? It's still nice to hear from ya once in awhile and make sure everything's goin' alright :). -Wes

Re: hey it's Wes

[bluerobots]

goddamn wes!

listen to yourself!

you dont even fucking know what's going on in her life! how can you compare some trivial bullshit "almost relationships" with some college girls with shit you dont even know? that's like saying "This acorn is the same as that big ominous shadow over there because... i know what an acorn is, and it's bitter"

dont start spewing obvious axioms about how people are shitty and life isnt always happy! DUH!

do you think she's so naive that this is the FIRST TIME EVER shit has been slung her way?

no one wants to be happy forever when you get right down to it. life isnt about BEING HAPPY. life is about LIVING! life is about making a difference and... BLEH!! dont oversimplify shit! it's just a waste of EVERYONE'S time

If you dont hear from her soon, what do you suppose that means?

your intentions are good i guess wes.

but jesus christ.

fucking think!
she's not 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm sorry to be so crude and harsh

i'm just sick of you shits kicking annie in the ankles and thinking youre her goddamn savior and that that will get you some fucking ass. shut the fuck up. dont try and cover your shit now and say that wasnt your intention.

superficial bullcrap and a naive expression of sympathy.

take it back and go home. why cant you shits just be yourselves and be a FRIEND instead of constantly trying to climb her pantleg?

and dont even fucking try to let this reflect on her.

this is me talking and acting autonomously :P

so if you're gonna be pissed, bitch at me and show how masculine you are by not backing down and whatthefuckeverelse, just stop being such a stupid dick to annie!