Why?
Why are people so stupid as to say that I've been lying? Yeah I've lied in the past but not anytime lately... It's been a good while since I've lied to anyone that was close to me in age... My cousin thinks I'm lyin' to her about some guys and I'm really tired of it b/c I wouldn't lie to her... I've told her stuff that I've lied to other people about b/c I knew she wouldn't tell anyone... It's just bullshit how people can say that you're lyin' even when you're tellin' the fuckin' truth... Niki: this wasn't meant to be mean or anything... I just used you as an example for who all thinks I'm lyin' to them... Anywayz... Mark and others are pissin' me off too... Mark told me Friday and Sunday night (when we went out ridin' around) that he hated his ex g/f (which I believed) and then yesterday and today in chorus he was sittin' w/ her and her friends and talkin' to them... Then after school he called me and had the nerve to ask me why I was mad... Fuck it... I'm not gonna get into another relationship until graduation is over w/... I can't handle this shit anymore... Christian came up to the school today (after he dropped out) and told me that he wanted a second chance to make things work between us... I told him that I didn't know then he said that he loves me... I only had one question for him... If he loves me so much then why does he hurt me the way he does? He couldn't answer it so I turned around and walked away... For once in the past year and a half he actually chased me down the hall and cried b/c I wouldn't talk to him... It was sweet that he cried b/c of that but he shouldn't have hurt me to begin w/... I'm not a fuckin' yo-yo... I can't be played w/ like that... He ended up tellin' me that he would change and that when he did he would call me... I don't think he will but it doesn't really matter b/c I don't want another relationship for the rest of the year... He'll have to wait until after that... Gotta go... My back is killin' me... ttyl... <3!