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Im in much better spirits today, I went to the doctor and the crazy cancerous shit thats been going on isnt getting any worse so thats ok news. I do however have an overactive thyroid, which Im almost happy about because the main sympton is weight loss, followed by hyperactivity (explains a lot) and irregular periods (whatever, that would be an improvement.) Cause is unknown, but drugs and illness can trigger the thyroid to do weird stuff. Longterm effects are bone density loss, so we are going to leave it for now and moniter it every three months. I wish it would make me loose more weight faster! I think if I push even harder at the gym and indulge in charlie every weekend and generally exaust myself... Im such a fucking freak. Trying to keep the thyroid going nuts! LMAO, its like when I tried to get mono last year from a friend- I didnt get it and was pissed I had to lick his tongue for no good reason. We went over my eating habits and before when I was depressed he said that if I didnt have the thyroid thing I would have put on like 30 pounds with all the binging I was doing... Im so happy Ana pulled me out of that rut, just like always she helps me when I make myself miserable. So going forward I will just have to work harder, longer and on less than ever. Especially after turkypalooza, New Year new regiment. New body new Rose!