When you finally grow tired of the self-hatred, the tears, the lies, and all the other things your ED has inflicted on you. When you finally reach that point where you can handle no more...when you are out of control and trapped and you wake up one day and decide that you have finally had enough of the physical pain,the mental pain and the emptiness inside of you that feels impossible to destroy, then please consider joining our recovery community. I know that recovery should only be undertaken when you are ready but every day you stay with ana or mia is another wasted day in your life. i don't know you or why you have an ED but I do know that your ED will never ever make you happy. No, it will destroy you eventually. No matter how much weight you lose you will always feel empty. If ana and mia haven't made you happy yet, chances are they never will. Anorexia and Bulimia are not "lifestyles" because there is no "life" to enjoy. Wishing you all the best in finding real happiness and hoping that somehow you manage to take the steps to free yourself of this terrible disease.Much love Robyn XXX The community url for "Perfection is a lie" is http://www.livejournal.com/community/goodbyeed/ Hope to chat to you one of these days and hoping that posting this in your journal has not offended you in any way. i agree with layla_k about the destructiveness of pro ed communities. I belonged to pro ana community last year under the username "redbracelette". The girls are very kind and caring but they are nevertheless sick. A sick person can only make another sick person more sick and not better. Its like throwing petrol on a fire. It almost drove me completely off my head. While it may all seem innocent and "pretty" right now, it will only take your ED to a darker place in the long run, that I can promise you. How will you ever get a grip on reality if you kep in contact with those who are so out of touch with it? Take care girl! Don't buy into the lie of perfection...nothing is black and white...Much love Robyn
Im very sorry about your sister. I knew her, and Ive been beating myself up cos she left me a mesage and I read it while I was intoxicated and delete it..... I feel awful, I thought she was perfect, and so strong. I see now what the truth is.
Well she wasn't strong. She became so weak she couldn't even get out of bed in the last week she was alive and she regreted what she had done and it was too late... this is from the bottom of my heart: our family is going through hell because she is gone. it is destroying us. If you can stop, please stop. Its not worth it.
well if ever you want to check out the recovery community you are welcome to. Thank you for your concern.Maybe my sister is gone but perhaps something good will come out of it...like it will be a turning point so other people don't end up like her. that's all I can hope for.
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this is from the bottom of my heart: our family is going through hell because she is gone. it is destroying us. If you can stop, please stop. Its not worth it.
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