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I feel so alive right now..and I don't know why...
so I made this journal to get stuff off my mind....
jour·nal ( P ) Pronunciation Key (jûrnl)
n.
A personal record of occurrences, experiences, and reflections kept on a regular basis; a diary.
i do that....I'm sorry some people take the shit in here so fucking serious....It was my choice to make it public...so deal with it...
so basicly all my bitchin the past couple of days....had started over me meeting people of the the net..well...this guy imed me...that she also talks too...so....thats more how it started...or sure as hell seemed like it....
but yeah I enjoy meeting new people off the net...it gives me a rush...
so i've been doing it since i was 13 over the years i've met a total of.. 7 guys? Chad, Jeff, Brandon, Dan, Ian, Kelly and another Dan who is the recent one I think theres at least 2 more guys who i can't remember right now.... but Dan the recent one..I met at a stupid time..and it wasn't public or anything....I took a major risk, and it worked out fine. but I'm not going to do that again even though it was exciting...and i'm going to start meeting people with other people with me again like i used to do...like with my cousin...I miss amy so much...to bad she's so into making her parents life hell...or with Cassi
I might as well just go back to my old self ..and just keep to myself.....just watch the world go by.....
I miss Matthew...he was the only one who understood me.... You fucking bastard why did you have to fucking kill yourself..leave me all alone in this cruel world...Why did you have to leave that note for me...WHY WHY WHY ..saying everything was gonig to turn out better with you gone...I miss your witty comments...I miss your warm hugs...I miss our late night walks...I still go on them....and sit in our thinking spot.....I miss you so much.... I don't know how I've mad these past 3 years with out you....
so I made this journal to get stuff off my mind....
jour·nal ( P ) Pronunciation Key (jûrnl)
n.
A personal record of occurrences, experiences, and reflections kept on a regular basis; a diary.
i do that....I'm sorry some people take the shit in here so fucking serious....It was my choice to make it public...so deal with it...
so basicly all my bitchin the past couple of days....had started over me meeting people of the the net..well...this guy imed me...that she also talks too...so....thats more how it started...or sure as hell seemed like it....
but yeah I enjoy meeting new people off the net...it gives me a rush...
so i've been doing it since i was 13 over the years i've met a total of.. 7 guys? Chad, Jeff, Brandon, Dan, Ian, Kelly and another Dan who is the recent one I think theres at least 2 more guys who i can't remember right now.... but Dan the recent one..I met at a stupid time..and it wasn't public or anything....I took a major risk, and it worked out fine. but I'm not going to do that again even though it was exciting...and i'm going to start meeting people with other people with me again like i used to do...like with my cousin...I miss amy so much...to bad she's so into making her parents life hell...or with Cassi
I might as well just go back to my old self ..and just keep to myself.....just watch the world go by.....
I miss Matthew...he was the only one who understood me.... You fucking bastard why did you have to fucking kill yourself..leave me all alone in this cruel world...Why did you have to leave that note for me...WHY WHY WHY ..saying everything was gonig to turn out better with you gone...I miss your witty comments...I miss your warm hugs...I miss our late night walks...I still go on them....and sit in our thinking spot.....I miss you so much.... I don't know how I've mad these past 3 years with out you....