To much thinking

[princesslordy]

So, the whole Steve thing, has been bugging the crap out of me. I asked him last night why he wanted to stop in and say hi..and he fucknig said "idk"...that bothers me..then he did the whole blushing face. I so want him to start talking to me again. I told him I was up thinking about him after he told me he was going to stop in. and I told him I've waited 5 months for him to im me. but we both thought we hated each other. I so want to start talking to him again. I want things I wanted 5 months ago. When he kissed my cheek good night. I was the happiest girl in the world, and I want that feeling again. I don't know what to do anymore.

I know nothing will happen between Patrick and I, we are just really good friends. and I love that.

I really just don't know what to do anymore.

on a good thought...just watched 2 hours of family guy...yippie!