change is certain...
ugh. so i'm having a hell of time dealing with being done with college. its sucky. i'm uber bummed that so many awesome ppl have hightailed it outta a2.
i'm trying to deal. today was better than yesterday. it's gonna be a process.
i just wish that i could more fully count on both of my good friends left here. i know its not a dig, but ross is too busy for me.
i'm not a chemE and therefore i am worthless. go, be wild, enjoy senior year, but i think this cutting me out stuff is lame. i don't even get a chance. PLUS, hanging out doesn't have to mean getting wasted at the bar...but then again, that is what he wants to do. i understand that (i guess i just balanced it all out over 4 years) AND i don't even get an offer to go out.
psh, who wants to hear someone talk about how they can't wait to have a party...which you aren't invited to... "it's a chemE thing" booooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i'm dissatisfied that he can't mix ppl. they all are separate.
i'm not totally bitter, honestly. i just need a lil venting.
i'm not mad, i just feel dejected a bit. i'm suddenly lame, old, and not worthy of some time. ugh, i know i shouldn't put so much into all this. but its a difficult adjustment.
the second he came back to mi, its all been downhill...in the contact dept.
i just feel lame. i need other outlets.
i'll be fine eventually. blech. "don't feel bad for me, i started out alone and in the end its where i'll be"
i'm trying to deal. today was better than yesterday. it's gonna be a process.
i just wish that i could more fully count on both of my good friends left here. i know its not a dig, but ross is too busy for me.
i'm not a chemE and therefore i am worthless. go, be wild, enjoy senior year, but i think this cutting me out stuff is lame. i don't even get a chance. PLUS, hanging out doesn't have to mean getting wasted at the bar...but then again, that is what he wants to do. i understand that (i guess i just balanced it all out over 4 years) AND i don't even get an offer to go out.
psh, who wants to hear someone talk about how they can't wait to have a party...which you aren't invited to... "it's a chemE thing" booooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i'm dissatisfied that he can't mix ppl. they all are separate.
i'm not totally bitter, honestly. i just need a lil venting.
i'm not mad, i just feel dejected a bit. i'm suddenly lame, old, and not worthy of some time. ugh, i know i shouldn't put so much into all this. but its a difficult adjustment.
the second he came back to mi, its all been downhill...in the contact dept.
i just feel lame. i need other outlets.
i'll be fine eventually. blech. "don't feel bad for me, i started out alone and in the end its where i'll be"