i wish...
i wish that i could still be just hiding in my bed. yes i realize that it does no good and doesn't help anything, but that's how i feel. stupid papers.
all this stress and i can't concentrate. i'm not mad or annoyed just sad. and being sad is even more counter-productive than being carefree and happy.
i just go back and forth between sad and feeling empty. then sad again. it's the sadness that is really deep because there is nothing i can do about it. i understand and thats why i just want to lay in bed under my covers and wait to feel better.
i care so damn much. it's not something i can cut out of my life. so now i just wait and hope that something can work out.
this is going to be hard for a long time.
all this stress and i can't concentrate. i'm not mad or annoyed just sad. and being sad is even more counter-productive than being carefree and happy.
i just go back and forth between sad and feeling empty. then sad again. it's the sadness that is really deep because there is nothing i can do about it. i understand and thats why i just want to lay in bed under my covers and wait to feel better.
i care so damn much. it's not something i can cut out of my life. so now i just wait and hope that something can work out.
this is going to be hard for a long time.