OH MY GAH!!!
So worked sucked today it was so busy and so many people called in. I hope tomorrow is better. So embarrassing moment of the week is Zack reading my entry about him being drunk and not realizing what he could have if he would just realize what was in front of him. Wonder if he even knew I was talking about me maybe not maybe he just thought i was rambling on about someone else. Maybe?? Doubt it but just maybe. I mean it is true he is like the only guy i would be semi-serious with cause serious is scary it means marriage and thats a big negative. So semi-serious is what i am looking for someone to have fun with be a boyfriend (just mine lol) well ya know just nothing to serious. But anyways I think I am about over it who cares someone will come along eventually! So I am glad to see Jamie is feeling better and I was honored to be there for u the last week what are friends for if we cant pick the other one up when they fall from time to time. This is kinda randomly placed together tonight probably cause I have so many thoughts running through my head. And yes guys I know I should of gave my speech but the thing was I didnt want to make it seem like an ultimatum cause no one deserves that. But anyways just so carrie knows i read your journal but why in the hell u went with whitney and chad i dont understand YUCK!! Anywho it is getting late and my dreams are awaiting me I think I am going to go to bed now and dream for the rest of the early morning. Night ya'll Love ya's