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I am sitting here at work contemplating many things that have happened in the past years. So many wonderful and hurtful things have happened to me in my life but i do have a lot to be grateful for.
One thing that really bothers me is that i may never be able to have children if i do by chance get pregnant its a fact i wont be able to carry to term, due to the fact that i had half my cervix removed, anyway it bothers me that a certain someone is pregnant and we all know theres a good chance that the craziness ( and i mean literal mental going to kill somebody crazy) will be passed on to that innocent child and they dont even care because they wont even go to the dr for themselves and here i sit relatively normal i think with that chance of never feeling life inside me:(
anyways i had to rant about that been bothering me for some time now
also i love my job its great i feel like im helping people out in the AC, but the woman i work with is such a bitch i mean shes awful cussing and screaming about absolutely nothing bothers me so much that i feel uncomfortable in my work environment
well its less than 4 months till the wedding and i feel as if there is so much more i have to do in such little time
im hoping that brian and i wont have to live in dothan for very long i dont like being 3 hours away from everyone
i miss all of you back in auburn even if i dont seem to, it sucks being in ac some times:((
One thing that really bothers me is that i may never be able to have children if i do by chance get pregnant its a fact i wont be able to carry to term, due to the fact that i had half my cervix removed, anyway it bothers me that a certain someone is pregnant and we all know theres a good chance that the craziness ( and i mean literal mental going to kill somebody crazy) will be passed on to that innocent child and they dont even care because they wont even go to the dr for themselves and here i sit relatively normal i think with that chance of never feeling life inside me:(
anyways i had to rant about that been bothering me for some time now
also i love my job its great i feel like im helping people out in the AC, but the woman i work with is such a bitch i mean shes awful cussing and screaming about absolutely nothing bothers me so much that i feel uncomfortable in my work environment
well its less than 4 months till the wedding and i feel as if there is so much more i have to do in such little time
im hoping that brian and i wont have to live in dothan for very long i dont like being 3 hours away from everyone
i miss all of you back in auburn even if i dont seem to, it sucks being in ac some times:((