Jun 27, 2005 21:27
hey bitches and pimps ...
soooo alot has happen since my last entree... but i have a while to update since krystalle and becca JUST got out of the shower and i have like hours :) ....
sooo the other night i went home after work and had a super long talk wwith my dad and it was a really bad like REALLY bad and i havent really talked to him sinve but MEH whatever...
the next couple of days after that i hung out wiht sam.. pff ..
anyways then THE FUNNEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE was sat night.. seriously ... me kris becca and chry threw a party over at kris cousins house.. it was the best night ever seriosuly... like wow i cant even explain :-x
then i got accused of somthing i didnt do .. but guess who .. hah yep sam so of course he belives EVERY ONE over his girlfriend blows up and breaks up with me i mean wtf?? he is the one who actually DID the thing he accused me of and he BEGGED me not to break up with him for doing it.. and then he "hears" i did it and breaks up with me ?? haha whatever im so over all that like yea i love him but im so tired of all the drama and thats ALL he brings to my life ... DRAMA and HEART BREAK... thats it.. if i actually sit down and think ... i have gotten nothing out of our relaition ship.. i have NOTHING to show for it .. like absolutly nothing and yea thats pretty sad... i have to atmit tho i do love him with all my heart i really do... and i always ALWAYS will...but meh im sure your tired of hearing my sob story haha .. buyt yea
and tonight im going to see STEVE over and hofers :) which will be really fun!!!!
anyways.. leave me some lovin!! <333 ken