is this the end?

Dec 26, 2007 16:00

I talked to nick again today, for the second time in four days.  And that's not including the "Merry Christmas" text message that he sent me yesterday.

He obviously still does not like me( or does not yet have the guts to really say how he feels).  But either way, I obviously still like him.  And it drives me crazy to talk to him, to think about him, to dream about him, and to remember all of the times we spent together at nasa...

And from talking to him this past week, I've finally realized that we are not a good match--relationship-wise.  I mean, there are probably many reasons why, including the fact that he somehow makes me swear like a drunken sailor whenever he talks to me.

So I can't figure out how to end our relationship, but I am almost positive that ending our relationship is the only way that I will ever be able to completely move on in my life.

:-/  I'm just not sure that I'm ready to move on...yet.

-karin. 
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