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Sep 12, 2005 21:35

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?
how true, how very very true.

Well guys it's been awhile lots happenin. Been really down as of late can't really seem get cheered up I can't even remember the last time I laughed, not just laughed, like honestly laughed.
I went to my Grandmothers church yesterday all the memories of when I used go there came and came hard, it was sad. I'd do almost anything to feel that way again to be able have fun in any situation.
Sitting on the po'ch with 3 generations of my family I realized I'm not the only person who feels like theres no reason for me to be here. I mean I just don't feel like I'm doing anything to help anyone.
The again on the po'ch talkin to derek he made me realize that everybody has these times when their down
but you just have to look at how many people care about you and have faith that G-d will bring you through. Then he told I was beautiful, I felt alot better then he told he loved me. I felt a lil better but still not great then I just drove around all night talking to Grant and Derek on the phone then I went home and went to bed and laid awake all night. Not fun guess I'm through boring you guys to death. talk to you guys later.
love ya
Jaselyn
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