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Well yeasterday was a horrible yet good day. School was horrible. Teachers keep lieing about everything. i dont feel like explaining it again. So yeah. Anyways after school was great cause I went and hung out with Missy and Ruben for a little while and then got home and heard horrible news. Ramiro told me he just got out of a meeting from his work and recived bad news.. can anyone guess? Well hes moving in 3 er so days. And its not just moving some where i can go drive and see him. . its not even in a state in the us! Its all the way to BRAZIL for 2 or MORE YEARS. I dont know what to even do anymore. I cryed all day until Missy and Ruben came and got me around 10:15 p.m. She told me it would be okay. And yeah, it will be okay. . other then the fact that long with out seeing him? I don't see him for a couple days and I go nuts let alone YEARS! Thats just crazy! But anyways so When Missy and Ruben came and got me I drove for them because Missy has a baby. . (its fake but for school and it crys and everything else) so I drove to Missy's uncle's house. It was super fun! I love that girl so much and i love ruben too! There such AMAZING people. Missy's seriously my older sister I wish I had to look up to! So we hung out upstaires and played with the baby and just talked about alot of crap. It was nice to talk about alot of the things we did though. Well then this morning we woke up hung with the baby. . Ruben and I watched "star wars" (i could of shot my self) but Missy went out to talk to her mom outside. Well when she got in she was like Jessy come up staires with me really fast so I was like okay. Well she was like i talked to my mom about you moving in with us this summer because I don't want you to go threw all the shit you have to at your mom's house and my mom said that once they get everything settled in there cause there just all moving in there uncles house that im more then welcome. so for sure this summer. I want to move to Arizona SOO bad but the ride i had to get there . . Ramiro.. is moving. *crys* so I think i'm just going to stay in Michigan to finish senior year here then head back. I never thought i'd meet a friend like Missy. honestly shes just SOO amazing! I really truely believe she was sent here from Texas for a reason! But anyways i'm gunna go. Missy and Ruben just went out for a little while and I told her i'd watch the baby! *smiles* so Peace out.
Missy: i love you so much. thanks for everything you'v done and helped me with theses past few weeks! I'm here for you NO MATTER what. I love you so much Missy you make me feel so loved inside everytime i feel everyone has walked out on me. <3 XO XO
Ramiro: I don't honestly know what i'm going to do with out you when you move to Brazil. Your such ah wonderful guy and super sweet. Your there EVERYTIME I need someone to talk to, even if your in cali or texas. I'm going to go crazy when i have to say see you later before you leave. (i'm not going to say goodbye cause i'm really hopeing and praying you'll be back) Just promise me we won't lose touch and we will continue to talk even if it has to be on the internet. Thats the one thing thats going to be hard for me. I'm not going to see you or anything. It'll most likely just be talking on the internet since theres a big time differnts. Just never for get that i'm here for you no matter what and that i really hope you come home soon. I told you how i felt and I want everything to work out. And thanks for helping me and talking to me about everything. I honestly don't know where i'd be with out someone like you. I love you and again this isn't goodbye ..i'll see you later! Be safe and no you have people who love you who you need to come back home too! xoxo! <3
Missy: i love you so much. thanks for everything you'v done and helped me with theses past few weeks! I'm here for you NO MATTER what. I love you so much Missy you make me feel so loved inside everytime i feel everyone has walked out on me. <3 XO XO
Ramiro: I don't honestly know what i'm going to do with out you when you move to Brazil. Your such ah wonderful guy and super sweet. Your there EVERYTIME I need someone to talk to, even if your in cali or texas. I'm going to go crazy when i have to say see you later before you leave. (i'm not going to say goodbye cause i'm really hopeing and praying you'll be back) Just promise me we won't lose touch and we will continue to talk even if it has to be on the internet. Thats the one thing thats going to be hard for me. I'm not going to see you or anything. It'll most likely just be talking on the internet since theres a big time differnts. Just never for get that i'm here for you no matter what and that i really hope you come home soon. I told you how i felt and I want everything to work out. And thanks for helping me and talking to me about everything. I honestly don't know where i'd be with out someone like you. I love you and again this isn't goodbye ..i'll see you later! Be safe and no you have people who love you who you need to come back home too! xoxo! <3