I got the blues
And no not the mac and cheese kind.......
Don't have much to update on really. I'm just writing an entry cause I'm stuck in this lame computer class with nothing better to do. Well I guess there is a reason for me writing.....I'm depressed and what sucks about that is.....I don't really know the reason for it. Well it might just be because I'm pmsing or maybe its cause of school or work or the boyfriend or my sad sad social life or my mother.....maybe its a combo of all. It seems like everything is getting me down and its weird cause nothing major has really happend.....I just start thinking to myself and go wow....maybe I should start focusing on school or finding a new job or.......gah I'm not going to get into the other thoughts publicy.
Anyways I'm on a diet all this month. We'll see how that goes. I'm only letting myself eat salads and fruit and I'm only drinking water. After school is over with I'll probably be walking around the track when my mom goes. My goal is to lose 15 pounds....heh yeah Good Luck Amanda you'll need it.
Well I think its time for a private entry Later
*Amanda*
Don't have much to update on really. I'm just writing an entry cause I'm stuck in this lame computer class with nothing better to do. Well I guess there is a reason for me writing.....I'm depressed and what sucks about that is.....I don't really know the reason for it. Well it might just be because I'm pmsing or maybe its cause of school or work or the boyfriend or my sad sad social life or my mother.....maybe its a combo of all. It seems like everything is getting me down and its weird cause nothing major has really happend.....I just start thinking to myself and go wow....maybe I should start focusing on school or finding a new job or.......gah I'm not going to get into the other thoughts publicy.
Anyways I'm on a diet all this month. We'll see how that goes. I'm only letting myself eat salads and fruit and I'm only drinking water. After school is over with I'll probably be walking around the track when my mom goes. My goal is to lose 15 pounds....heh yeah Good Luck Amanda you'll need it.
Well I think its time for a private entry Later
*Amanda*