Busy Bee
Proverbs 4:18-19
"But the path of the just is like the shining sun, that shines ever brighter into the perfect day.
The way of the wicked is like darkness; They do not know what makes them stumble."
Just thought it was a good verse...
Ok, I know, I know! I have neglected the poor journal lately. But you have to understand. I've had soccer tryouts every night this week, homework and projects pouring out of my ears, and a volleyball banquet after tryouts on Tuesday. Huh! And I WANT to make time for my baby cuz he means everything to me.
Soccer tryouts have been going pretty good. Everyone is really shaky and I will have to admit scrimmages have been pretty crappy so far. I just hope we pull it together and work hard, not letting any junk of cattyness get in the way. There are a few things that a number of us girls are upset about. Mulder wants a big team again. That's understandable, but like what one girl said was that it's not right or fair to pull up girls that don't deserve to be on Varsity, just to fill in some spots. I would have to agree, especially with a few, but it wasn't my decision and we'll just have to see how things work out. There's other things on my mind, but I don't feel I have the need to write them for the whole world to see. Famous quote of mine with my feelings: GRR!
Yesterday I went "out to eat" after tryouts with Jill. It was pretty fun. Talked about lots of stuff. Life, relationships, the summer, BOYS :), etc. It was some awesome stuff. I felt like Dear Abby for a while cuz advice was just pouring out of my mouth from who-knows-where. Jared said it was some pretty good and deep stuff tho. So hopefully I helped. I think it's great that I can talk to her like this and that we are bonding. It just makes everything so much smoother. I plan to be with Jared for a long time, preferably forever, so I want to be comfortable and have a good relationship with the whole family, and not just him. If I'm thinking about the LONG run, if you get married, you want to like the whole package that you are getting. Otherwise, things will drive you crazy your whole life. I don't want that. Family means a lot to me. So hopefully this a pretty good start with me and Jill.
I can tell that Spring Break is definately coming around. Why? Cuz I'm feeling like a rebel at school. Yes, don't worry mom, I'm still doing all of my homework and I'm doing it right. But I really don't want to. It did cross my mind the other day to not bring anything with me to any class just cuz I was sick of it. But then I would not only be letting myself down, I would let the teachers down and others in my class. I'm not like that, so why do it? It's not expected of me. I want to fill my time with everything other than homework. This is the worst time of the year. And usually the busiest.
*Countdowns*
15 days til Spring Break
70 days til Graduation :(
82 days til Last Day Of School :)
--Days til 3 Month Anniversary with the LOVE OF MY LIFE!- TOMORROW!
Man, things are looking better already. Bring it on.
Random Thoughts:
Today during soccer tryouts, me and some of the girls were talking about teen pregnancy. It seems to be a slight problem at our school, unfortunately. We talked about how we would feel, what our parents would do, and if the parents should help out or not. Deep stuff. I just thought about what if it was me. First of all, I'd be embarrassed out of my mind! I would not ever want to come back to school because everyone looks at them in disbelief. My mom would flip! My dad would too. I would feel absolutely terrible because my parents have so much faith in me about staying a virgin and all of this other stuff. It would kill me. The thing that really gets to me.... the girl is usually always then known as a slut for being pregnant, but the "dad" always gets off with nothing. Unbelievable. It's just not right. One one hand, I believe that the parents should help out when the baby is born because you would never have any time to really be with it always. You would be spending most of your time finishing school and working to support your child. Who knows if the father would help pay support. But on the other hand, you made a HUGE mistake and I think you should somewhat "pay" for your wrong actions. You made the decision to get in the bed. You shoulda known the possible outcomes. If you weren't ready to be a parent quite yet, don't get in the bed and refrain yourself. lol.
-And there was deep thoughts with Jaelene.- :)
Well, that's all for today folks. I will try to update more often, but bear with me.
"It is better to be a lion for a day than a sheep for the rest of your life."
- Sister Elizabeth Kenny
"But the path of the just is like the shining sun, that shines ever brighter into the perfect day.
The way of the wicked is like darkness; They do not know what makes them stumble."
Just thought it was a good verse...
Ok, I know, I know! I have neglected the poor journal lately. But you have to understand. I've had soccer tryouts every night this week, homework and projects pouring out of my ears, and a volleyball banquet after tryouts on Tuesday. Huh! And I WANT to make time for my baby cuz he means everything to me.
Soccer tryouts have been going pretty good. Everyone is really shaky and I will have to admit scrimmages have been pretty crappy so far. I just hope we pull it together and work hard, not letting any junk of cattyness get in the way. There are a few things that a number of us girls are upset about. Mulder wants a big team again. That's understandable, but like what one girl said was that it's not right or fair to pull up girls that don't deserve to be on Varsity, just to fill in some spots. I would have to agree, especially with a few, but it wasn't my decision and we'll just have to see how things work out. There's other things on my mind, but I don't feel I have the need to write them for the whole world to see. Famous quote of mine with my feelings: GRR!
Yesterday I went "out to eat" after tryouts with Jill. It was pretty fun. Talked about lots of stuff. Life, relationships, the summer, BOYS :), etc. It was some awesome stuff. I felt like Dear Abby for a while cuz advice was just pouring out of my mouth from who-knows-where. Jared said it was some pretty good and deep stuff tho. So hopefully I helped. I think it's great that I can talk to her like this and that we are bonding. It just makes everything so much smoother. I plan to be with Jared for a long time, preferably forever, so I want to be comfortable and have a good relationship with the whole family, and not just him. If I'm thinking about the LONG run, if you get married, you want to like the whole package that you are getting. Otherwise, things will drive you crazy your whole life. I don't want that. Family means a lot to me. So hopefully this a pretty good start with me and Jill.
I can tell that Spring Break is definately coming around. Why? Cuz I'm feeling like a rebel at school. Yes, don't worry mom, I'm still doing all of my homework and I'm doing it right. But I really don't want to. It did cross my mind the other day to not bring anything with me to any class just cuz I was sick of it. But then I would not only be letting myself down, I would let the teachers down and others in my class. I'm not like that, so why do it? It's not expected of me. I want to fill my time with everything other than homework. This is the worst time of the year. And usually the busiest.
*Countdowns*
15 days til Spring Break
70 days til Graduation :(
82 days til Last Day Of School :)
--Days til 3 Month Anniversary with the LOVE OF MY LIFE!- TOMORROW!
Man, things are looking better already. Bring it on.
Random Thoughts:
Today during soccer tryouts, me and some of the girls were talking about teen pregnancy. It seems to be a slight problem at our school, unfortunately. We talked about how we would feel, what our parents would do, and if the parents should help out or not. Deep stuff. I just thought about what if it was me. First of all, I'd be embarrassed out of my mind! I would not ever want to come back to school because everyone looks at them in disbelief. My mom would flip! My dad would too. I would feel absolutely terrible because my parents have so much faith in me about staying a virgin and all of this other stuff. It would kill me. The thing that really gets to me.... the girl is usually always then known as a slut for being pregnant, but the "dad" always gets off with nothing. Unbelievable. It's just not right. One one hand, I believe that the parents should help out when the baby is born because you would never have any time to really be with it always. You would be spending most of your time finishing school and working to support your child. Who knows if the father would help pay support. But on the other hand, you made a HUGE mistake and I think you should somewhat "pay" for your wrong actions. You made the decision to get in the bed. You shoulda known the possible outcomes. If you weren't ready to be a parent quite yet, don't get in the bed and refrain yourself. lol.
-And there was deep thoughts with Jaelene.- :)
Well, that's all for today folks. I will try to update more often, but bear with me.
"It is better to be a lion for a day than a sheep for the rest of your life."
- Sister Elizabeth Kenny