Mar 01, 2004 21:02
ALRIGHT! I'VE HAD IT WITH THINGS!
I am only one person that can't do 4 million things at once....!
1. Trying to accomplish research paper- computer decides to pull a joke and not work the right way... haha, I'M NOT LAUGHING!
2. Brother-in-law needs something on computer. We can't find it.
3. Mom's phone beeps, while she's talking on the phone at the same time.
4. Figuring out what I still have to do to get this paper done by Thursday. So many questions!
5. I'm so sore I can barely move. My back cracks everytime I get outa my chair...
... THIS ALL AT THE SAME TIME! UHHHH!!!!!!
hhhhh. Ok, better now.
I feel bad that I bite people's heads off (no not literally) when I get frustrated, but I guess that's just my way of letting people know that I'm a little overworked here. Not good self-control, I know. I need to work on that. At least it's kinda nice to know that people need my help.
Got a quote for ya'll...
People are going to talk about you, especially when they envy the life you live. Let them. You affected their lives but they didn't affect yours.
Very true. I've been hearing of some people talking about me lately. Not nice things either. And what I can't figure out... why do people always have to talk trash about someone when you never did anything or said anything about them? They bring it on themselves to look stupid or have something bad said about them. It just gives you a bad reputation. Yea, it might make you feel good for one second, but in the long run when it all comes back doubly worse, was it worth it? I know I'm not a perfect angel, tho some of you might think so :), but I know how it feels to have things said about me, so I try my hardest to keep my mouth shut about other people. What you think is your opinion anyway. Don't put that thought about someone else in your friend's head before they even got the chance to know them. It's not fair to your friend or the person you said it about.
Give everyone a chance.
Very full day today. Research paper (aren't ya sick of hearing that word. me too!) Learning how your body works when you don't even understand half of it, with a test on thursday, Math that you will never understand, so why even attempt? I do, but I really do question myself why I even bother sometimes. History, why it boggles my mind that people can be so mean to each other and think it's just a joke. It actually hurts.
PE- pry the only class of the day that I just busted a gut the whole hour. It's easy for me to lighten up in that class, especially when I make myself look like an idiot, or someone else does. It's true, laughter is the best medicine.
After school, went to SoccerSpot in Kentwood. Yes, I actually made it there and back safely, without getting lost. And I didn't end up in SAUGATUCK! (lol) Anyway, it was a highschool pre-season training thingy for soccer and I DIED! I am so out of shape. "Warm-up" meant sprinting with a 30 second break while your partner ran in agony and pain as you waited. Uh, no. I wanted to cry. I haven't been that outa shape in a long time. My lungs hurt. My body hurt. My HIP WAS KILLING ME! Everytime I had to pass the ball, it went all over the place cuz of the amount of pain. I quote from Ashley, "If Wayne looked over here right now and saw us practice, he would disown us." I got a kick outa that. Then we did some ball work and did a mini-scrimmage like thing. Afterwards, I collapsed and stretched. Now that I look back on it, it was good for me, but it's hard to tell yourself that when you're in agony on the field. However, I can hardly move! I don't even wanna think about how I'm gonna feel tomorrow morning.
Yes, I am a complainer and you are pry thinking a wimp. But I know you've all felt the feeling when you've been lazy for a while, and then go into strenuous activity. If not, then haha (evil laugh) you just wait!
Good luck tonight Jared. You are actually playing right now as I speak...well type. Play safe. We don't need two gimps tomorrow morning. By the way, how's the butt? lol. Did the tweezers do the job? Let's hope so.
Also good luck to the Eagles Basketball tomorrow at Rockford. I wish I could be there to cheer ya on, but I got a game. Against our other Hudsonville Team. And guess who promised she'd be goalie. Moi. :( Ugh.
Well, I'm all done. And I feel much better! Even smiling!