long time, no post
I've been avoiding LJ posting because I hate coming on here and bitch festing. Oh well. I'm pmsing and I want to post.
It's cold and mildly snowy here. Which is exactly what the weather was two years ago when we buried my Grandma. These are the kind of thoughts I've been having. I think I'm in a bit of a dark place lately. My job is constantly frustrating and I'm having trouble just dragging my tired ass out of bed and having to sit up right for a whole day giving a damn. My SWE board has had some personality conflicts lately. I think we've resolved them, but again, it's taken an inordinate amount of energy to deal with strong opinion and figure out compromises. I'm just tired of spending all my weekends doing laundry and going out to the same restaurants for dinner. Mazzie's visit broke it up, but then it was right back in that rut. I'm just praying that this trip coming up will help bring me back fresh, but with all the parental involvement, I'm struggling to get excited. I also have an endoscopy Thursday. Yay.
In the brighter corners of my mind:
- I'm only allowed CDs at work (no ipods), and I could use some fresh material. Because they get replayed so much, I'm asking the flist what songs you can hear a bazillion times and never get tired of. I think it's a fun question in general.
- Does anyone think the show Glee looks cute? I'm kind of looking forward to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ea2pMx1lYw&feature=related
Maybe it's just because Don't Stop Believing falls into my category mentioned above.
- On the way to church Sunday, I freaked Mike out by shouting "Ostrich" really loud. The best part - there were really ostrich in the field we were driving past.
It's cold and mildly snowy here. Which is exactly what the weather was two years ago when we buried my Grandma. These are the kind of thoughts I've been having. I think I'm in a bit of a dark place lately. My job is constantly frustrating and I'm having trouble just dragging my tired ass out of bed and having to sit up right for a whole day giving a damn. My SWE board has had some personality conflicts lately. I think we've resolved them, but again, it's taken an inordinate amount of energy to deal with strong opinion and figure out compromises. I'm just tired of spending all my weekends doing laundry and going out to the same restaurants for dinner. Mazzie's visit broke it up, but then it was right back in that rut. I'm just praying that this trip coming up will help bring me back fresh, but with all the parental involvement, I'm struggling to get excited. I also have an endoscopy Thursday. Yay.
In the brighter corners of my mind:
- I'm only allowed CDs at work (no ipods), and I could use some fresh material. Because they get replayed so much, I'm asking the flist what songs you can hear a bazillion times and never get tired of. I think it's a fun question in general.
- Does anyone think the show Glee looks cute? I'm kind of looking forward to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ea2pMx1lYw&feature=related
Maybe it's just because Don't Stop Believing falls into my category mentioned above.
- On the way to church Sunday, I freaked Mike out by shouting "Ostrich" really loud. The best part - there were really ostrich in the field we were driving past.