she think she bad........
So i need a job... it pisses me off how somebody get a job at the first place they put in a resume or walk- in while others have to bust their asses for months to get a call back! That would be me. I've worked the stupidest fucking jobs lately and muvico wont hire me back. Assholes! Whatever i will eventually find a job thats what i keep telling myself. If i dont get a job by next month i'm gonna have to drop out of school and move back home and i really dont want to. it sux bc i really want to be here and go to school and make something of myself but it seems like the world is against me. like destiny hates me and wants me to be miserable. and lately i feel like i derseve it. like my life was always suppose to be this way. maybe this was my destiny. ive always known that my life wouldnt be easy but this is shitty. i dont care about the bullshit i just want an income. i want to be able to support myself and my mom agian. i feel so guilty that she has to pay some of my bills. she deserves a better daughter. i have failed her and my dad.....