shes says i am the one......
so im going to miami in less than a week... normally i would be more excited but im not... i guess its because im tired of being in natalie and kristines shadow... natalie is the beautiful one, kristine is the sexy one, and im kinda there... the one learking in the shadow. the one ppl talk to about how jealous they are of the other two. the one that kinda hides in the corner and cries. i love them both to death, dont get me wrong, but sometimes i want to be the beautiful one or at least the sexy one. like when we go out, natalie gets the alcohol bc shes so beautiful the waiters dont have the heart to say no and kristine gets it bc she flirts w. all the waiters and me i get ided!!! i dunno reading back on this post its kinda stupid to be complaining about. its gonna be so great being w/ them again... ive missed natalie so much....