Well.....
I haven't updated this thing in forever. I do have some things to say right now.
My feelings have been stomped and crushed in a certain situation. ( But due to what some people think, it's not them.) Being betrayed and left behind with no one is my worst fear in the world. I'm not quite sure why it scares me, but it does. I am also stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Here is my rock and a hard place situation:
I don't wanna live in Tuscaloosa but yet I do wanna live there. I wanna move to Atlanta but then again I am scared of moving and leaving my kids. IF I live in Tuscaloosa, I stay with Bree. But if I move she doesn't wanna go. If I stay in Tuscaloosa, that's letting Patrick leave (Which I don't want to let go of him) and staying with Sabrina. It seems that either way I go, I'm gonna lose someone. I have been with Sabrina for almost 3 years and leaving her would be bad. We've been friends for a long time. I think me and Patrick are going on years of being friends. It's not like just losing a new friend. It's a bad situation. ANY help would be AWESOME.....
When someone chews your head off for no reason, what do you do? A friend of mine has been in the worst mood today and just keeps on and keeps on chewing anyones head off that will stand still for 5 seconds. I told her not to talk to me anymore today until she could stop it.
Being Betrayed: Why should I be betrayed? I haven't done anything and somehow things that happen that cause friendships with me to drift apart never were my fault. Several friendships have been that way and I think that part of the problem is Gordo...maybe it's Alabama.
Signing off for now...Not that much else to say.
~!* Take a moment of silence for Scotty and Mathew*!~
*Blessed Be*
Erika Leigh
P.S. Anything else is great. Including my loving relationship.
My feelings have been stomped and crushed in a certain situation. ( But due to what some people think, it's not them.) Being betrayed and left behind with no one is my worst fear in the world. I'm not quite sure why it scares me, but it does. I am also stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Here is my rock and a hard place situation:
I don't wanna live in Tuscaloosa but yet I do wanna live there. I wanna move to Atlanta but then again I am scared of moving and leaving my kids. IF I live in Tuscaloosa, I stay with Bree. But if I move she doesn't wanna go. If I stay in Tuscaloosa, that's letting Patrick leave (Which I don't want to let go of him) and staying with Sabrina. It seems that either way I go, I'm gonna lose someone. I have been with Sabrina for almost 3 years and leaving her would be bad. We've been friends for a long time. I think me and Patrick are going on years of being friends. It's not like just losing a new friend. It's a bad situation. ANY help would be AWESOME.....
When someone chews your head off for no reason, what do you do? A friend of mine has been in the worst mood today and just keeps on and keeps on chewing anyones head off that will stand still for 5 seconds. I told her not to talk to me anymore today until she could stop it.
Being Betrayed: Why should I be betrayed? I haven't done anything and somehow things that happen that cause friendships with me to drift apart never were my fault. Several friendships have been that way and I think that part of the problem is Gordo...maybe it's Alabama.
Signing off for now...Not that much else to say.
~!* Take a moment of silence for Scotty and Mathew*!~
*Blessed Be*
Erika Leigh
P.S. Anything else is great. Including my loving relationship.