Mar 30, 2006 23:22
last night i was thinking about what if i had never met my friends...it's so hard to explain like what it feels like when i think about that...lol...like my whole life would be different...
i never thought that i was an insecure person..but it's wired how my insecurities are pointed out...through my insecurities, i realize so many things about who God is...
i'm rediculous sometimes...for some reason, if i don't talk to certian friends of mine at times..i feel like they are mad at me...or there is something wrong...i don't know what is wrong with me when that happens...it's crazy...and not necessary...what goes on...it's a horrible feeling that i get
then i started to think about about God feels when we don't talk to him...i know he isn't insecure how i get...but that amazes me...he hai needs patients when i don't talk to him...God is a jealous God though and he does want all of our attention...so now when i feel the insecurities that i have, i try to pray and look to God...just talking to God simply can do so much and go a far way...