Feb 17, 2010 18:14
So as many of u no I have been like really sick for the past month or so. I have been coughing my ass off and then a week ago I got a runny nose and a sore throat. I finally called the doctor and had an appointment for friday but the other day I was having trouble breathing so i called to change it sooner and they were like "come in now" and i was "oh ok" and I went and my doctor gave me some meds to take the next couple days and it is already working. I actually woke up today not in pain. I mean my throat still hurts but its not nearly as bad as it was.
I really should have gone to the doctor earlier but I was scared. Most people know what happened to me in middle school. So when I was in Carbondale, I get a call from my mom telling the doctor i have been seeing since 2nd grade was arrested for having inappoint* relationship with a 17 yr old, it was quite a shock to me....... That makes two people I was close to, that i trusted, ended up being a prev. Don't worry the doctor never did anything to me but still. So I went from not being scared of doctors to being scared of doctors. Don't get me wrong my doctor is wonderful. She is nice and easy to talk to. But I'm still scared and very shy around her. Or it could be I'm just not used to going to the doctors by myself...... which is silly but I'm really am shy around people or places I don't know. If I at least have one person I know and trust, I'm good. I was just being stupid though.... There was nothing to be scared of..... but that didn't stop me from putting it off ^_^;;;
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