yay another dream
kk in this dream, im running away from someone and i dont really no why. i also keep changing characters, like at one point i as ed from fma o_O;;; and he acted like me but i looked different. well as i was running away as me i bumped into leo. he asked me if i was k and i answered that i was scared and asked him to stay with me. i wanted to be in his arms and cry but i didn't. it was like i knew he wouldn't like it or something. so he stays with me at the house i was hiding at. we were in the basement laughing and joking around when the bad guy and his friends broke into the house. i ran into his shaking and crying, saying over and over again plz dont let him get me. he conforted me and we hid in the couner of the basement. they found us and leo hugged really tight. they told him to give me up and he said no. he put me behind him and said when there is a chance to run, run. i didn't want to but as he fough and started knocking them out, i ran out of the house and got into the car and drove for. i was praying for his safety when i realized were i could go to stop this. so i drive there unstop and it was far away. i get there to find the bad guy trying to kill the person that could help me. i start helping him but im not strong enough and he is about to kill me when leo stops him. together we kill him and all is good. i woke up to me hugging leo and looking into his eyes. it looked like we were about to kiss but i woke up before we could.
X_X y me? y am i keeping having dreams about him that i can remeber so well every time i see him? X_X when i was tagging everything in this jounal and read some of the ben entries and i never realized how much i lied in them. i dont remember any dreams of him except one. i didnt put it in here but i still remember it today. and i never realized how much he had me fooled. im glad that it is over but it makes me wonder what is so different this time? i can list all the things that were diferent between me and ben and me and leo, but thats not right. i just like to over think things and compare things way too much. but it still not right. so im not going to. i just no this is different because i have more dreams about leo and they r for the most part good when bens was bad. i just cant get the first dream out of my head. the one that was the day before he told me he wasn't getting back with me. he told me no in my dream and then went to a girl and talked and i believe flirting. i dont no because i couldn't hear but i could c. like after a minute or so they had a fight and he came back to me. i wonder if this is going to happen because of this dream i knew he was going to say no and was kind of ready for it. i guess time and only tell.