Mixed up mind to fucked to sleep

[princesseakuma]

I had a somewhat disturbing convo with kyle.. it opened my eyes to a lot of things... and some how made me feel the need to go back and view
http://xkxshortayxgx.livejournal.com/30599.html#comments

and

http://goddessofvenus1.livejournal.com/11950.html

there were other things i wanted to see but... i no longer have them... but these... i just needed to look at again... i cant believe how fucking stupid i am....was.... wantonasshole was right I'm REALLY fuckin stupid... God right now i hate myself for being that stupid