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i had 2 panic attacks last night...
the first time since november when i first started having them.
i hate that feeling.
and it's so embarassing b/c no one around you knows what you're doing.
at least i was just with joe, but it was still embarassing b/c i really scared him bad.
at least i can sit by the open window now and feel the breeze.
i wonder if it's the same breeze the terrified children and innocents in iraq felt.
i wonder if tomorrow's breeze will be the left over of bombings.
i wonder if tomorrow's breeze will even come at all...
the first time since november when i first started having them.
i hate that feeling.
and it's so embarassing b/c no one around you knows what you're doing.
at least i was just with joe, but it was still embarassing b/c i really scared him bad.
at least i can sit by the open window now and feel the breeze.
i wonder if it's the same breeze the terrified children and innocents in iraq felt.
i wonder if tomorrow's breeze will be the left over of bombings.
i wonder if tomorrow's breeze will even come at all...