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[princessck1254]

wow havent updated in a while! wellz monday was ok. nothing exciteing happen. i have to voulnteer at the teencenter last night. talked to Tom C. practilly the whole night. i played sum ddr! i didnt fail my first time! i got a D though. lolz. well today is my grandmothers 70th birthday. we went to her house and on her lawn was a sign that said holy cow its marians 70th and there was a bunch of cows standing and balloons too. it looked so cool! ok im giveing a speech this week the district assesment. and im like i dont know what to talk about. and then it just hit me. im going to talk about my mother. ( the speech is on change) and i will talk about how she was an alcoholic and now she hasnt drunk alcohol in 5 years. and how everthing affected my family. hopefully i can get 4 minutes in. im debateing if i want note cars since its a personal think and barely anyone else used notecards hmmmm read this

When I thought my life couldn’t
Get any darker it did
When I thought I was finally free
You shadowed me and closed my lid,
Now I’m all alone thinking what to do
I try to close my eyes but I can’t help
It I’m thinking of you,
You’re the only one that can steal my
Heart whenever you desire
You’re the only one I believe when
You turn out to be a liar,
You’re the only lighten candle in me
That brightens my inside out
Even if it was good or bad you changed
Me without a doubt
I have poured my entire soul into you
Right from the very start
If u had only told me how you felt…
Before a broken heart….

it made me really think... newhoz i gotta go purdy this up! lataz lots of love and godbless