Yet another Valetine's Day Single...hehe
Hmmmmmm where do I start Where to start ..... have so much to say and not sure how to word it or type it... Have you ever wondered what if about something or someone .. or what could have done different? why did this or that happen? How can one person change so much so fast and it be like you never knew that at all? I do all the time among billions of other questions that flow through my mind.. People have always told me I think way to much but that is who I am and always will be...hehe The people that once claimed to be your closest friends are the ones talking trash behind your back and the people you thought were talking trash are actually your closest friends...
Lets see what has been going on since I last wrote to you all in Myspace land... My brother and family moved out and back to Arizona for those of you who don't already know. Hope they are happy and have a great Valentine's Day!!!! Miss them Always & Forever ... My other brother is going to be a DADDY !! Congrats Bro.. You will make an awesome father!! I found out I have Scoliosis or some form of it.. Joy... going in for xrays this week or early next week. A friend of mine is having surgery on Thursday on his heart so will be at the hospital with him while he gets that done, hopefully finally get to meet my adorable niece while i am there. Stupid insurance go figure denied the claim for a reduction.. like I wasn't expecting that to happen yet again for the millionth time..hehe I have another really good friend and his fiancé are getting married FINALLY!!! So I will be going to that.. I love weddings.. We have been doing pretty good at darts lately, but bowling in the Nascar league this year isn't looking good... the alley said they might be bringing it back after last summer. I am an Avon lady which I was just starting last I wrote to you all.. I enjoy doing it very much and I can sell Avon, go to school, help with 2 paper routes, hold 2 office positions at school and asst chairman on one of our fund raising committees, and still find them in there somewhere for family and friends. I can't wait for twilight to come out even though I have it downloaded on my computer in like 4 different ways.. and have the entire book collection, movie soundtrack and every poster they had out. I have a really bad ear infection and for those who have known me for ages knows that is now a good thing by any means.. and when it comes to my ears and my teeth I turn into a 2 year old baby. But this ear infection has been kicking my ass .. slept right through 2 officer meetings and almost started crying the other night cause it hurt so bad felt like someone had put a clamp on my ears and was quickly tightening the clamp as fast as they could. Feeling a little better today I guess would be nice to have one day when I can just sleep till time to go to work at 1am..hehe not have to worry about anything or anyone just lock myself in my room and disappear under my down blankets for house of peaceful sleeping bliss.. I have met 3 guys recently.. unfortunately one is married and working things out with his wife and I wish him the best cause he is an awesome guy and so far been a good friend. 2nd guy I haven't actually been introduced to we just give each other shit about random stuff at work... hehe but he is a cutie and I love his personality.. 3rd guy is a total opposite ... I thought when I first met him that we clicked really well and that we would have a blast getting to know each other and what not.. But one minute he was all friendly and playful and next minute it was like and you are? attitude or like I wasn't even in the room. So we just stayed friends which is for the best believe me !!
I started talking to some old friends I met when I first moved here that I lost touch with for stupid drama reason and some other BS that was going on at the time. So we are all going to hang out this weekend for Valentine's Day.. I have also been thinking a lot about all the crap and drama that has gone on in my life.. some of which was partially my fault and others just followed me or moved with me. I have come to one conclusion.. Past will always be there no matter what you say or do in the future. But it's how you handle the skeletons in your closet or the drama that follows you that makes you who you are and makes you a better or worse person for it. I have given up on all hidden or not hidden grudges I had for anyone.. unless it was something extremely serious and then it depends on the person or situation.. But I just don't care anymore what is going on or what is being said behind my back, I know I am a huge bitch and I am very selfish when it comes to my family and close friends! Also very protective of them ... But no matter what happens or doesn't happen between me and someone .. When I say I am your friend it means ALWAYS & FOREVER!! No exceptions unless things get so FUBAR'd they can't be repaired but that is only a very slim number of people.. that I can count on one hand.. Family is forever no matter what anyone says or believes.. Blood will always been thicker then water! Certain people keep forgetting that and cause problems with my family but I believe in Karma 10 folds so everything you do in life has its rewards and its consequences. No matter who you are..
On a lighter note:
I wore a Size 6 pair of pants tonight to work !!! For those of you who know my family background that is a huge accomplishment for me and I am so proud of myself!!!
A friend sent me this link and I wanted to share it with all of you cause I think it rocks and its hilarious..
kotaku.com/5143550/mario-explains-relationships-for-us
Lets see what has been going on since I last wrote to you all in Myspace land... My brother and family moved out and back to Arizona for those of you who don't already know. Hope they are happy and have a great Valentine's Day!!!! Miss them Always & Forever ... My other brother is going to be a DADDY !! Congrats Bro.. You will make an awesome father!! I found out I have Scoliosis or some form of it.. Joy... going in for xrays this week or early next week. A friend of mine is having surgery on Thursday on his heart so will be at the hospital with him while he gets that done, hopefully finally get to meet my adorable niece while i am there. Stupid insurance go figure denied the claim for a reduction.. like I wasn't expecting that to happen yet again for the millionth time..hehe I have another really good friend and his fiancé are getting married FINALLY!!! So I will be going to that.. I love weddings.. We have been doing pretty good at darts lately, but bowling in the Nascar league this year isn't looking good... the alley said they might be bringing it back after last summer. I am an Avon lady which I was just starting last I wrote to you all.. I enjoy doing it very much and I can sell Avon, go to school, help with 2 paper routes, hold 2 office positions at school and asst chairman on one of our fund raising committees, and still find them in there somewhere for family and friends. I can't wait for twilight to come out even though I have it downloaded on my computer in like 4 different ways.. and have the entire book collection, movie soundtrack and every poster they had out. I have a really bad ear infection and for those who have known me for ages knows that is now a good thing by any means.. and when it comes to my ears and my teeth I turn into a 2 year old baby. But this ear infection has been kicking my ass .. slept right through 2 officer meetings and almost started crying the other night cause it hurt so bad felt like someone had put a clamp on my ears and was quickly tightening the clamp as fast as they could. Feeling a little better today I guess would be nice to have one day when I can just sleep till time to go to work at 1am..hehe not have to worry about anything or anyone just lock myself in my room and disappear under my down blankets for house of peaceful sleeping bliss.. I have met 3 guys recently.. unfortunately one is married and working things out with his wife and I wish him the best cause he is an awesome guy and so far been a good friend. 2nd guy I haven't actually been introduced to we just give each other shit about random stuff at work... hehe but he is a cutie and I love his personality.. 3rd guy is a total opposite ... I thought when I first met him that we clicked really well and that we would have a blast getting to know each other and what not.. But one minute he was all friendly and playful and next minute it was like and you are? attitude or like I wasn't even in the room. So we just stayed friends which is for the best believe me !!
I started talking to some old friends I met when I first moved here that I lost touch with for stupid drama reason and some other BS that was going on at the time. So we are all going to hang out this weekend for Valentine's Day.. I have also been thinking a lot about all the crap and drama that has gone on in my life.. some of which was partially my fault and others just followed me or moved with me. I have come to one conclusion.. Past will always be there no matter what you say or do in the future. But it's how you handle the skeletons in your closet or the drama that follows you that makes you who you are and makes you a better or worse person for it. I have given up on all hidden or not hidden grudges I had for anyone.. unless it was something extremely serious and then it depends on the person or situation.. But I just don't care anymore what is going on or what is being said behind my back, I know I am a huge bitch and I am very selfish when it comes to my family and close friends! Also very protective of them ... But no matter what happens or doesn't happen between me and someone .. When I say I am your friend it means ALWAYS & FOREVER!! No exceptions unless things get so FUBAR'd they can't be repaired but that is only a very slim number of people.. that I can count on one hand.. Family is forever no matter what anyone says or believes.. Blood will always been thicker then water! Certain people keep forgetting that and cause problems with my family but I believe in Karma 10 folds so everything you do in life has its rewards and its consequences. No matter who you are..
On a lighter note:
I wore a Size 6 pair of pants tonight to work !!! For those of you who know my family background that is a huge accomplishment for me and I am so proud of myself!!!
A friend sent me this link and I wanted to share it with all of you cause I think it rocks and its hilarious..
kotaku.com/5143550/mario-explains-relationships-for-us