May 23, 2009 13:41
The past months have slowly dragged by. The winter was long and cold. Finally the sun has come out and the temperature is rising along with my mood.
I have found new love. It isn't better than my old love, it is just a different love. There is even more to love this time. It is such a wonderful feeling to be excited to hold someone new, to wonder during the day what they are doing, are they okay, do they miss me too? Racing home to see them and touch them again.
I thought I could only love boys but instead I fell in love with girls. It all happened so quickly, I was checking out a group and a member of the group ended up in my arms and my heart leaped. I turned to my loving husband and said "Please can we keep this one?" and then, "She will get lonely, we should take one of her siblings too". Not too long after we were on our way home and our hearts that were so empty and still a little battered from our loss started to feel a little better, a little more complete.
We have two kittens, both girls. We named them Julie and Eartha after the beautiful women that played Catwoman on the Batman TV show. They both make us laugh so hard when they play. First thing in the morning they come looking for love and we are more than happy to give it to them. Our lives have been changed once again and it feels so good. It has only been a week and they have already gotten bigger. They started out so tiny and a little scared, but they are feisty and love to wrestle. Sleep is also one of the big activities, followed by food.
I look forward to seeing them grow up to be even more beautiful and sweet.