How do you know???
At any given moment in time I can fall into, run into someone that will tell me what they think of my life and about me as a person. My mom thinks I'm not healthy, I pick the wrong men, I don't understand her, I'm emotionally retarded and I make bad choices. My dad thinks I waste time, don't use my opportunities, waste time and am not capable of making real decisions for myself. My aunt Taya.. I think she doesn't think I have a firm handle on what the reality of my life is. My roommate thinks that I just try and keep a facade and am not honest about how I really am. She also thinks I'm a snobbish bitch who feels entitled. Apparently. My best friends... no clue what they think... I think all of my "friends" just think I have an opinion of myself that isn't accurate and that I have no clue. And they ALL know better.. and may or may not choose to tell me. It's this awesome pattern: Let's tell Kim what we think she should do and where we think she's screwing up.... YAY, this will be great and then she can use this and be better from it.
So here's the deal bitches: It doesn't help. It just makes me feel shittier.... and more like a failure. So if you have an opinion keep it to yourself and don't bother talking to me about it. I'm lonely everyday... I don't need you around or in the periphery because everyone goes away anyways. So why don't you go away now so I can get used to you not being here. Fucking leave me alone. That can be your parting gift.
So here's the deal bitches: It doesn't help. It just makes me feel shittier.... and more like a failure. So if you have an opinion keep it to yourself and don't bother talking to me about it. I'm lonely everyday... I don't need you around or in the periphery because everyone goes away anyways. So why don't you go away now so I can get used to you not being here. Fucking leave me alone. That can be your parting gift.